Sorry for posting this late.
I still don’t feel single.
I appreciate all my amazing friends they are the best support anyone could ever have. Even tho most of them are not in the city right now, every single one has been amazing and supportive, and the ones that were here have all sat through my boring and repetitive talking about the matter and taken me out or stayed in with me. They are amazing help. I regret going MIA for almost two years but its a mistake I will never make again. I feel so blessed to know they still love me and are here for me.
I miss him, its an ache that I think I will have to learn to live with, but then again, its only been four days.
I really really hope with all my heart that he’s happy, or that he will be eventually and that he won’t be lonely.
Well and yes I still love him.
Overall I just miss my best friend.